the start of that "guilty" feeling

shrek boy called me on thursday night as he was making his way from the airport back to his apartment. i thought that was pretty nice of him. we chatted for a bit and then made tentative plans to meet up over the weekend.

he texted me late on friday night to see if i was out but it was my second friday in a row that i didn't head out and we decided to meet up for a movie on saturday instead.

it was very casual on saturday. just a fast food dinner, movie and coffee. and we talked bout doing it again. we didn't make out except for a goodnight peck on the lips.

i suppose in a way i was glad... 'coz for some strange reason, i'm starting to feel a bit "guilty" 'coz the person i really like is the ad-man. it's weird 'coz i seldom feel this way. i've multidated before and never really had that "guilty" feeling ever. i guess maybe i've never actually "dated" someone i really liked before and then be "dating" and making out with another guy at the same time.

and it seems like maybe the ad-man and i are getting more comfy with each other. he texted me randomly a couple of times this weekend which i thought was sweet. and i found myself texting him randomly in return as well. it was like a new level with us. i wonder when we will progress to phone calls if at all...

so in a twist of fate, i was in church with my family on sunday when the ad-man wound up sitting 4 rows in front of me. in fact mom actually wanted to ask me if that guy (meaning the ad-man) was my type when i shocked her by telling her who he was. given that it was mother's day, my mom couldn't help herself but get even more ahead of herself than usual and imagining a future for me and the ad-man.

he was nice though albeit a lil shy... actually coming over after the service to say hi to my parentals and wish my mom a happy mother's day. yep, this one definitely has true possibility...