platonic?

i'm not entirely sure what's going on... but sometimes it feels like something is going on.

shy colleague and i have been getting on fabulously as usual. we IM almost all day at work, and then again at night. we talk bout anything and everything and with no apparent sign of the conversation letting up. he has this way of calming me down and making me feel i'm not an irrational idiot even if i feel like i'm being irrational and an emotional sap.

but that's just it right? all platonic?

we've always been open in our conversations as in we'd talk bout relationships and sex. but lately it's been becoming even more open... and more sex related.

no. we're not having cyber sex haha! but we've discussed our views on porn, oral sex, one night stands and friends with benefits. and our talks are laced with cheeky inneundoes. he makes it known that he thinks i'm a hot babe. and i tell him that he's a nice guy that girls need more of.

but that's just it right? all platonic?

except that he jokingly volunteers to cuddle under the blankets with me and says nights with me will be tiring.

i don't know... but i'm just not gonna think this too much. afterall there's still a 6-year age gap (he's younger... of 'coz haha!) and he's supposed to be really liking this girl he's sorta seeing unofficially. and i'm... well i'm just being me...