it's all in the mind...

i've always found it pretty easy to talk to guys. in fact sometimes i think that i'm sorta like one of the boys. good or bad? i don't know.

recently i was talking to the navy colleague, who i have talked to on several other occasions since our first proper conversation. somehow the conversation started on a suggestive note. and i can actually hold my own with the innuendoes. he then commented not so expressly that my thoughts were corrupted.

sometimes i really wonder if i have a brain that's in the gutter. but i can't quite help it. somehow it's in the way i say certain things or what i genuinely mistakenly hear. and once someone gets me in the wrong track, i can find innuendoes in everything else that they say later.

maybe it's from talking to guys. or maybe it's 'coz i have a gutter mind and that's why i can talk to guys.

but then again in my defence, the navy colleague baits me. and i can't help but fall into the trap when he gives me that look...