oh my dreams

dreams are weird things. sometimes they seem like extensions from our daily life, other times they are totally unbelievably out of this world and then sometimes maybe they are part of our subconscious minds.

recently i dreamt of out of ex-office eye candy. which of 'coz is so weird and random. other than talking to him briefly at his wedding over 2 weeks ago, i haven't seen or talked to him in over a year. so why then would i suddenly dream of him? i mean i wasn't thinking of him... right?

the dream was sweet... in an almost adulterous sorta way. he was married as he is in real life. but we were a lot closer like we aren't in real life. in my dream, there were conversations and cuddles though we never actually kissed. i mean i did say that he was married. but it doesn't mean that i didn't want to. oh that makes me such a bad person.

no doubt bout it, i have always been physically attracted to out of ex-office eye candy. and character and personality wise, he's pretty great too. but i've long stopped being interested in him the way i used to be. maybe the wedding brought back some latent feelings? albeit at a very delayed time... or maybe i'm going through that whole "song and dance" feeling where you're close to someone (in this case i'm really talking bout being emotionally close to the ad-man) and yet not knowing where it's heading, or if it's even heading anywhere at all. or maybe i'm simply just missing a good makeout session, as primal as that.

so once again i have to thank my warped mind for this...