quality of men

sometime it’s really hard not to be jaded especially with all the men i seem to “get”.

i’ve had the married with kid, married, attached, sorta maybe attached, single and psycho and single and i-don’t-know-what’s-his-problem types who have been into me at some point.

so the latest in the list of strange men is this guy from the online dating site. and though i normally only christen the guys with a moniker after i’ve met up with ‘em, i've already nicknamed him in my mind as the “booty caller”.

not that there’s actually been any real booty calling being done. it’s more likely to be making out IMing. right from the start he’s always focused on my looks and my previous dating history. and he’s made it clear that he thinks i’m sexy and i “turn him on” and that he would love to kiss me.

but the thing is that he’s sorta seeing another girl. to be more precise he’s sleeping with her. though they fight all the time. maybe that’s why it’s not a good idea to get into such complicated pseudo relationships. but last i heard, he was thinking of maybe giving her a chance and getting together with her officially.

then again in our last conversation yesterday, the girl was away for work, he was feeling frustrated and wanting to have some company and thought of heading to the beach with me. yeah, i don’t think he’s frustrated at work and that we’re gonna be heading to the beach just to talk the whole night.

i already had plans and told him so. he tried to get me to change my plans but i wasn’t really into switching my schedule. if he wants to meet me then it will have to be on my time. afterall he doesn’t seem to be wanting to switch schedules around to meet me. and one time i even gave him a specific day that i would be free but he never got back to me.

honestly it doesn’t really matter anyway. i mean he’s seeing someone. and it’s kinda obvious what he’s looking for. i may be suffering from some make out withdrawal symptoms but i’m gonna try and hold out till the guy actually means something to me… or that i’m drunk haha!