and i'm back in the game

i've been ridiculously good since my birthday celebrations over a month ago. can you believe i didn't even drink much and didn't party at all. so on friday i was determined to get my party on with my party girl and the yummy mommy.

we arrived at cozy hole-in-the-wall bar to find the bartender aka dj guy and a girl engaged in some cozy chit chatting. she also seemed to be all huggy with him. i would have been lying if i said that i wasn't slightly 'jealous'. but i decided to concentrate on drinking instead.

somewhere along the way the girl left and i was a lil tipsy and somehow dj guy and i wound up kissing. at one point he was backed up against the wall and we were making out in full view of everyone in the bar. i think at that point my party girl and the yummy mommy decided to head to another club while i was too busy being distracted.

then i chatted with some other regulars in the bar where a few of 'em actually told me that they were glad to see dj guy and i 'getting it on' 'coz apparently there's a lot of tension between us.

and indeed there always has been... and lately it seems like there's been an unleashing of that...

before i left, dj guy backed me against the wall outside the bar and we made out for at least 20 mins. it was raw, primal and animalistic. entirely too hot. the kind of kissing chemistry we have is just crazy. we have similar slightly rough on the edges kissing styles and we feed off each other. it's like neither one of us really wants to stop. if we were really alone i think that would be too dangerous. as it is, he already commented on all the tension we had and how he was getting erm... a hard on... i believe i told him to shut up and kiss me haha! yeah i'm not sure if i wanna take it to that level... i just really enjoy whatever we have going on right now.

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so this week i joined a new online dating site right? well on saturday i met up with chatty triathlete. in fact i messaged him 'coz he was a triathlete and i have an interest in that and all things sporty. turns out that he's in a team that a friend's husband is in as well. it's a small world.

i wasn't all that attracted to him physically but he was pretty nice. maybe a lil too chatty. is that even possible? he talks even more than i do. and had no qualms in telling me his entire life story. i have a feeling he might be starting to be into me or something. he's texted and emailed a few times in the last 24 hours. at the moment i'm just wanting to keep my options open.