Saturday, May 17, 2008

friday

after 2 fridays in a row of not heading out, i decided i had to try and get my usual party on. so i made plans with my new party BFF to party at the place that i've been currently making an appearance at.

i decided to text the rich kid to find out if he was there since he had asked me to party on wednesday (probably 'coz i was nice and remembered his birthday on monday) when i was too tired and i had told him that i might heading out on friday instead. i saw him there and we were pretty friendly.

the thing bout partying at that place is that even though i don't really feel the music and it probably wouldn't be the place for me if i really wanted to get down to dancing it out, i do kinda have fun 'coz of the friends i have gotten to know.

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in other news, key account executive once again extended his dark proposal with a specific day in mind... friday night. admittedly there is a certain level of mutual attraction between us, but it's just too wrong for me and the right thing to do is to stay away...

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just when i thought shrek boy forgot bout me, he contacted me on friday night...

shrek boy: hey there. hope you had a great week. sorry i have not called... am very sick after long week in *insert name of country where's he's based from monday to thurday*. have fun tonight.

not that i want him to be sick, but in a way i guess it's good that we didn't get to meet up this week. at least i don't get to feel "guilty" for "dating" someone else when i really like the ad-man.

as for the ad-man, our IM conversations are still going really strong. we even have our own private "sayings". i definitely really like this guy. and i know it 'coz i realised that i'm willing to give up my partying and sometimes random making out lifestyle for him. in fact even though i was having fun clubbing with new party BFF on friday night, i wasn't really interested in meeting anyone and my mind kept drifting back to the ad-man.

i'm a relatively private person but i find myself opening up to him more and more and actually wanting to open up to him. it's kinda scary when you realise that your heart is opening up to let someone inside... but i'm just trying to see where all this may or may not go...

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5 Comments:

At 7:56 PM, Blogger Dizzie said...

Key Account executive - so wrong it's borderline right? ;)

 
At 2:24 PM, Blogger jo said...

nah... he's so wrong 'coz it IS wrong... but sometimes you can't always help your attraction...

 
At 12:37 AM, Blogger Dizzie said...

Derek... ;P~~~

 
At 1:53 AM, Blogger The Ambiguous Blob said...

you can always tell if the guy is right by what you are willing to give up for him.

 
At 11:48 PM, Blogger jo said...

ambiguous blob: that is SO true.

 

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