i left my heart in london

i'm back from my 2.5 week trip to europe.

it was lovely and i had a great time. i went to france, switzerland and london. it was expensive but the trip was worth it.

now i'm back to work and i don't really wanna be back. then again who really wants to be back at work? i still wished i was holidaying. specifically i wished that i was still in london.

i had a fabulous time in london. i met up with an online friend who i've been emailing for years but never had a chance to meet. and i also spent time with a guy friend that i met back home though he's british born.

by spending time i mean that we were together the entire saturday and sunday (from 10am - 12.30am), dinner on monday and all of tuesday (from 10am - 6pm) till i flew back home. i met his friends and we even did the meet the parentals thing. it was all kinda weird. but i like his family.

and now i find myself sorta fancying him a lil. which is so strange since before this trip we weren't that close and i was wondering what on earth would we talk bout and was even thinking of spending just a lil time with him. but then he told me that he saved the entire weekend for me which i thought was sweet. and then i enjoyed myself so much with his company that i wanted to spend the entire weekend with him. and then he asked me to squeeze in some time for him on monday even though i already had full day plans, so i did. and then his parents invited me over to their house on tuesday. it was his father's birthday so we all went for lunch together. and i had a great time getting to know his parents.

so here's the thing... he might have a thing with another mutual friend of ours. okay so she's more his friend than mine 'coz i don't really like her. i always found her sorta fake. and then she cheated on her ex boyfriend who was a friend of mine. but that's a whole other story. but back in feb when he was here visiting, it seemed like they started a sorta thing. i'm not sure if it was official 'coz of the long distance and all. and i didn't ask what's the deal with 'em now either.

when i reached home i texted him to thank him for everything and to let him know that i was back. he didn't reply but he came online later and we chatted. it was nice. pretty much like the usual conversations we might have only perhaps slightly better. i don't know. but of 'coz for all i said i didn't tell him what i was thinking in my head over and over again which is that i miss him.

well i'm sure i'll get over it. it's probably just 'coz i spent to much time with him. with more time i'll get my heart back from london.