weekend endings

maybe i'm paying "penance" as a friend put it... but on friday i didn't party at all.

okay so i did contemplate going down to cozy hole-in-the-wall bar after school. but my party girl who was already there was heading back home. and the yummy mommy would only arrive later. and i didn't feel like sitting there alone when most of the regulars weren't there... and neither was dj guy.

my party girl informed me that dj guy quit. and no it had nothing to do with me or that incident. the bar still owed him money and my guess is that he probably just got annoyed at constantly having to work his butt off managing everything alone and not getting paid on time. i don't blame him. but that said, i also know money is an issue with him, so i texted asking what happened and if he's okay.

he never replied. honestly i didn't even expect him to. that might actually be too much for him... to actually reply.

anyhow with him no longer working in cozy hole-in-the-wall bar, i don't know when i'll ever see him again. in fact cozy hole-in-the-wall bar might be closing by the end of the year so i don't even know where i'll hang out or if i'll ever hang out like that again.

maybe in a way it's good. to just end it like that. but another part of me already misses him...

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on saturday i met up with my family friend's setup. we were supposed to have dinner and then watch a movie. in the end a friend of his invited himself along with us for dinner. didn't really matter to me too much... though i did hope that my family friend's setup and i could have had more time on our own to catch up. it's been so so long since we last met up.

but all in all it was fun. his friend was pretty nice and dinner conversation flowed pretty easily. the movie was good as well. we were near his house and the movie ended relatively late so he offered to go home and take his van and send me home.

so yes i still do like him. which sucks 'coz nothing is happening and we're still going dutch and more likely than not we are probably just platonic friends. but yeah i do like him and still think he has some potential.