of dating drummers...

it's been crazy busy these last few days. i've been busy dating. well busy dating one person that is.

in the last week, i've met up with drummer boy practically every day except for wednesday. and even then it wasn't a lack of him asking. in the last week, things have progressed and we've done all sorts of things (no, i'm not talking bout those sort of things haha!). we've had meals, gone on a short nature reserve walk, walked around town, drank with his friends, went to his house, made out. yeah yeah the stealing of one kiss has since gone onto a few makeout sessions.

in fact it's all a lil strange for me. we aren't actually together... but yet we do behave rather "coupley". we walk around town hand in hand and occasionally get a lil huggy or kissy. dang i'm becoming like one of those annoying couples i see. at the cd launch of his friends' band, we had a few people asking if we were together. few of 'em even had an obvious albeit non-spoken conversation debating whether we were together 'coz we were holding hands in the presence of his friends and we pecked on the lips in the shadows. though that didn't seem to bother another friend of friend 'coz he straight up asked if he could have my number... twice.

so what's going on? i don't know.

it's obvious he's interested. and truth be told, i do like him as well. but i still maintain my stand of not being sure if i can fully commit. i've had to answer waay too many questions from the parentals which honestly i rather not answer or even have to hear those questions to begin with. i'm overwhelmed as it is, i really don't need this.

he mentioned bout wanting the application form for exclusivity with me... but also said that he understands if for now he can only have the application form for my "harem". on the other hand he also jokingly told me with a pout while looking directly at my face as he put his arms around me, that he didn't want me to have other "lunch boys".

i can tell that he's trying to avoid having the dtr (define the relationship) with me 'coz he knows i don't like it. but yet i have a feeling that he's really looking to have it...