Monday, September 22, 2008

waiting...

this is by far one of the hardest things i've had to do. waiting. just waiting.

it's been nearly 24 hours since i last sent drummer boy that email. and i'm positive that by now he's seen it. when he's at home, he's online all the time. and he's at home a fair bit. so yeah no doubt that he must be thinking how or even if to respond. which is fine i suppose except that it's kinda driving me crazy here.

and of 'coz it had to be today that my party girl suddenly asked me...

my party girl: r u still "seeing" *insert drummer boy's name*?
jo: nope
my party girl: oh why?
jo: i don't know... it kinda just fizzled out...

i mean what could i say? it seems like that was just what happened. but it did kill me that i had to be reminded of him... and of all times, right now... when i'm waiting for his response.

i'm hoping that his response wouldn't come in the form of a non response...

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At 7:31 PM, OpenID nevergoingbackagain said...

please don't stress out and let this drive you crazy. i know its easier said than done but maybe this is your answer. you deserve only the best...and if he cannot give that to you then maybe it's time to move on.

 
At 10:15 PM, Blogger Jade said...

Try to keep your mind off of it. Perhaps think of all the reasons it would be better for him not to respond, then if he does, it'll be a pleasant surprise...unless, by then you've decided he shouldn't...ha...maybe that's not the best advice.

P.S. I followed your lead and told Nebraska how I feel. See my latest post.

 
At 11:35 PM, Blogger jo said...

nevergoingbackagain: yeah it's easier said than done. but that said, i know that if i have to do it, i will do it... eventually. time heals all wounds right?

jade: i'm trying like crazy to keep my mind off of it. and also to concentrate on his bad points. when you have no expectations there's a lesser height to fall from...

and i'm glad you told nebraska...

 
At 4:12 AM, Blogger Crashdummie said...

Oh, i know, waiting sux! Yet, just imagine how much time we spend waiting - for the day to end, for the rain to stop, for payday, for summer, for the party to start...

keeping my fingers for you jo.i really hope things work out for u

 
At 5:16 AM, Blogger SaneAndSingle said...

Ugh. That sucks. I hate when things fizzle. The least he could do is give you some kind of closure!

 
At 7:30 AM, Blogger Anomylous said...

i agree, anything to keep your mind off of it. try going out with your friends, seeing a movie, anything so you're not glued to the computer waiting...that's just torture.

 

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