i would be lying if i said that i wasn't upset bout this

so i replied to an email from a guy from the online dating site, and then we exchanged IM addresses and very quickly exchanged phone numbers and agreed to meet up.

all that is rather strange for me since normally i prefer to IM a lil more before i exchange phone numbers or talk bout meeting up. but somehow this whole process just got speeded up probably 'coz i wasn't really too bothered bout it.

he seemed nice enough. but we also seem to have the worst luck. there was a few bouts of playing phone tag and then there were a few postponings of meeting ups due to unforseen circumstances like falling sick (him) or dealing with a crisis at work (me).

add to that, i couldn't help but feel mildly annoyed that when we arranged to meet up today, he never considered to let me know that he would be having his dinner first (while i was still stuck at work all hungry). how was i to know? afterall the previous time we talked bout meeting up, we talked bout dinner... unless i was mistaken then as well? him suggesting meeting at a bar finally clued me in that perhaps food wasn't on the plate and i decided to clarify. not that it mattered 'coz in the end i had to postpone it due to work.

we're supposed to maybe meet up on saturday. while i'm not really unexcited, i can't say that i'm massively excited either.

dammit i just need that one guy to step up to the plate... and right now i just want that guy to be the swedish guy. and it's sad that i'm still as confused as ever bout him and us... if there even is an "us"...