when nothing came outta an opened pandora's box

so drummer boy and i have been in contact recently. and yes, granted, there's been some flirty IMing or texting where making out was discussed.

we then decided to have an impromptu meet up.

i haven't seen him in possibly bout 5 months and i was nervous and didn't know what to expect. but it turned out much better than i expected. he was chatty and friendly and teasing me and was generally just like himself... the way he used to be before it went downhill.

despite all the making out talk, there wasn't actually any physical contact. sure he stood pretty close to me at times and one time lightly touched my thigh. but that was bout it. that could have been us on our third date.

i'm not sure if i'm disappointed or not. i mean i never really stopped being attracted to him physically and i admit that a part of me was probably even hoping for a bit of a making out session. but i also know that since the swedish guy, i'm not really into drummer boy like i used to be. i know that drummer boy and i aren't suitable for each other. but especially with things with the swedish guy being in such a limbo as it is, i must just be itching to open pandora's box anyway.

so yeah i'll go out on a limb and say that i was mildly disappointed that nothing happened with drummer boy.